Not doing so hot

Ok, this blog was created with the intent of holding me accountable to my goal of doing another triathlon! Let's just say I'm not doing so hot in the triathlon goal arena....

Notice the gap in posts. It's because I felt guilty for not doing anything to further my goal! How sad is that!? I couldn't even come on here, to my new little blog, that few people read, to say that:

- I haven't exercised at all. Unless you count chasing a 3 and 2 year old around the house.

- I ate a half pan of brownies yesterday - but I left one last bite, so I didn't eat them all!

- I drank like I was back in college all weekend (that's rare for me these days since I'm always worried Sophie will have a seizure and I'll be drunk)! I just felt like I needed to - and no, I'm not an alcoholic!

- My treadmill has underwear hanging all over it (thanks to my 2 year old) and piles of folded laundry that need to be put away. I told you I use it as a laundry basket!

- That I've been totally out of breath all week from doing the lamest things - running my 2 yr old to the potty, playing hide n seek, refilling my coffee. Sad.

What's it gonna take for me to get my butt in gear! I know I can do it. I need to do it. I can feel my body begging me to do it. I'm just in a funky state of mind right now, something I'm not used to. I usually have so much control over my emotions, my situation, but I'm feeling a bit helpless right now. Frustrating! Probably something a good run could cure......see, I even know what would help me! Let's see if I do it. I'll report back tomorrow. If I don't, you'll know I probably didn't do it.